Thank you for your warm reply.
Just been reading about Orthodox view on original sin-again seems more logical/reasonable that a baby is born innocent and becomes sinful as opposed to being born sinful because of "original sin". The later would imply an unforgiving God/Christ which is not my understanding of Christs' teaching
The more reading /thinking /praying the more drawn towards the Orthodox point of view.It is obviously causing inner conflict.
I hope that retreats can be arranged.There must be others who also are in "isolation" because of few churches and distances involved.
A British Orthodox Church must surely grow. John Francis